i SERIOUSLY dunnoh what to do
i am so TOTALLY confused
i dont feel like going to SCHOOL anymore


girls , just give me some time
i am SURE , i can MAKE it
i SWEAR you will see me HAPPY once again


went cwp today
went walk walk
and went to eat at MOS BURGER

just with that fake HYPERNESS fake LAUGHTER
but , when i see JASLYN , RENU & THIENGI .
i tried to be REALLY happy
i REALLY tried
i dont want them to think too much


took 169 back
with theingi , renuka and hidayat
theingi seriously got nothing better to do
she took the bus with us all the way back
back as in to OUR HOUSE bus-stop
and went the opp. to take 167 home
LOLs.


they were chatting
BUT , i really had no mood to talk
so i sort of went to " SLEEP"



cried in school today
i failed my chem by 0.5 marks

very very UNHAPPY with my results
all fail by that LITTLE marks

all that tuition
all that PRACTICES
really did not help

i expected my chem and amaths to do well
BUT , i failed
T.T

i am just so lucky to pass my english by 1 mark
or i will be retain larh
JUST THAT ONE MARK !

very DISAPPOINTED


nvr study , nvr study ?
IF YOU WERE ME
COULD YOU STAND TUITION EVERYDAY ?
ALMOST 2 TUITIONS A DAY
EACH UP TO 2 HOURS .
OR EVEN 2HR 30MIN ?
I CNT , I SERIOUSLY CNT !
AFTER TUITION I STUDIED , i also need to have a rest
is not after tuition IMMEDIATELY can study
i CNT adsorb ANYMROE lorh !
HMPH .
SO ANGRY

AH , WHATEVER .
i dun wna care anymore


i cnt be bothered with anything anymore



give me a minute ; to take a DEEP breath

BUT , i am tired of letting go , tired of giving up