super sian

burton , get well soon =)

ohya
our class won the vball match
against e2 and T1
so cool so cool

theingi , me and renu pon sch today
jaslyn ytd ask me go
end up she cnt wake up
she machaim our school promoter
keep promoting how good the school is
LOL


have been going out this few days
with my AIAIs
jaslyn and theingi
renu disappear liaos
LOL

went to renu house on sat !
her mama cooking SUPER GOOD larh
*yummy yummy

went i am with them
i tend to forget EVERYTHING

fri theingi and jaslyn aiais pei me go orchard
i go make my teeth
i put RUBBER BAND lerh lehh
super tight
T.T

&&& i made the decision
i decided to DROP physics
i won't care if i won't be in the same class anymore
my FUTURE more important
i dont wna regret ltr
and jaslyn aiai support me
XIEXIE <3


ytd went out with aiyi , jiejie and charmaine
we went to vivo city
=)
SUPEPR ALOT PEOPLE
LOL
bought biscut from candy empire
NICENICE


arh
nothing much lerh larh
byebye


i am still ; trying

i SERIOUSLY dunnoh what to do
i am so TOTALLY confused
i dont feel like going to SCHOOL anymore


girls , just give me some time
i am SURE , i can MAKE it
i SWEAR you will see me HAPPY once again


went cwp today
went walk walk
and went to eat at MOS BURGER

just with that fake HYPERNESS fake LAUGHTER
but , when i see JASLYN , RENU & THIENGI .
i tried to be REALLY happy
i REALLY tried
i dont want them to think too much


took 169 back
with theingi , renuka and hidayat
theingi seriously got nothing better to do
she took the bus with us all the way back
back as in to OUR HOUSE bus-stop
and went the opp. to take 167 home
LOLs.


they were chatting
BUT , i really had no mood to talk
so i sort of went to " SLEEP"



cried in school today
i failed my chem by 0.5 marks

very very UNHAPPY with my results
all fail by that LITTLE marks

all that tuition
all that PRACTICES
really did not help

i expected my chem and amaths to do well
BUT , i failed
T.T

i am just so lucky to pass my english by 1 mark
or i will be retain larh
JUST THAT ONE MARK !

very DISAPPOINTED


nvr study , nvr study ?
IF YOU WERE ME
COULD YOU STAND TUITION EVERYDAY ?
ALMOST 2 TUITIONS A DAY
EACH UP TO 2 HOURS .
OR EVEN 2HR 30MIN ?
I CNT , I SERIOUSLY CNT !
AFTER TUITION I STUDIED , i also need to have a rest
is not after tuition IMMEDIATELY can study
i CNT adsorb ANYMROE lorh !
HMPH .
SO ANGRY

AH , WHATEVER .
i dun wna care anymore


i cnt be bothered with anything anymore



give me a minute ; to take a DEEP breath

BUT , i am tired of letting go , tired of giving up

oh no
the haze is getting bad again
PSI : 110

T.T

no wonder i almost died today
hahahahahaha

went out with papa and korokor today
for breakfast
it feels so DIFFRENT without mummy
i was so suprised that my papa use guai lan to describe ppl
then when i say fuck , he laugh
=) my papa is nice

i took $50 from him yesterday
and today , he said he wna give me anthr $50
my papa is so COOL

today went out with theingi
first went cityhall , go collect the money theingi's aunt sent
$231
then we went to farest
theingi spent money like SIAO
LOL
she can spent $55.55 just at WATSONS
ohmygod

i bought a white kitty ring $2
a black ribbon shoe $23.90
lip gloss $4.90

took a bus direct to sembawang
went to the bakery shop to buy some ingredients
SUPER ALOT OF PEOPLE !

baked butter cookies at tuna house
then watched tv
then went home
took 138 =)

then now just reached home

byebye


LOVED ; by YOU

went out to shop today
with ahpek and alvin
watched silk too


bought PINK sailor earings
but one side the ballball lost
nvrmind , i shall buy again $2 only marh

bought nail polish
from MISSHA [pink] and DODO CLUB [ purple ]
retro colour =)

and bought micky watch
LOVE that watch

and i realise sth
ahpek and me got same taste
hahahahas
LOVESLOVES AHPEK !
<3 SMOOCHIES



nth much lerh
byebye


if you really care

EXAMS ARE OVER


so HIGH so HIGH

i love my SHIT KINGDOM ; LOVESLOVES


my mama is not in singapore
YEPPIES
so COOL !

i have freedom
=)
i shall go clubing with jaslyn and her mummy

ytd had conference with alvin and ahpek
it is always conference until left me and ahpek
loves ahpek =) SO CUTE
hahahahas

today azhari did not come to school
so 80 marks for amaths GONE
sad sad =(

went to cwp after school
with theingi , jaslyn , renuka , banu and zeena
then we ate at PIZZAHUT
HEEHEE
yummy yummy .
then took neoprints


monday going to watch movie
WORLD TRADE CENTER
YEH =)

JON !
I AM HAVING MY HOLIDAYS TOO
YOU IDIOT
hahahaha
you cnt make me JEALOUS anymore
wahahahahas !


tomr going shopping



byebye



HIM ; whrever you are

PSI 150%
also dunnoh why at night PSI so high

getting worst and worst larh

SO STINKY !

i thing i am gna die lorh
my head like BURSTING


lucky , my room smells nice
hahahahahas .
got strong shampoo smell !


=)



Drink more water people
and avoid going outdoor places for a long period of time
Takecare



go study chem liaos
byebye

time to POST entry
so long nvr update lerh
exams marh

hahahahahas .

LAST WEEK OF EXAMS !
jiamin jiayou !
you can do it !
=)
yeps


and i've alrd got my AFTER EXAMS plan

thurs going to orchard with jaslyn , theingi and renu
fri going to escape with theingi and jaslyn
mon renu , jaslyn and theingi coming over to my house

=)
LOVE MY NEW BESTIES
=X SMOOCHIES

jaslyn and me - S.R ( super retardies)
theingi and renu - S.D ( super dummies )

i want take neoprint lehh !
one day the 4 of us shall take !

hahahahahas

today go schoolSUPER early
because me , renu and some other people
were suppose to meet mr. theeru in school at 8
so i woke up at ard 6.45
then bathe at 7 .
after i bathe , mr. theeru msg me say the meeting cancel .
cos something urgent cropped up
T.T

so since i alrd prepare liaos
i went to meet renu at the bus-stop
so we went freaking early
we reached school ard 7.50 am
when our chem remedial was supposed to be at 8.45
* CRIES
&&& that STUPID HAZE !
killing me
i cnt breath properly lorh
irritating piece of shit

took fotos with syahrul today !
=)
hahahahahas

but NOT NICE
we shall take AGAIN !

today PSI went up to 119%
gosh ! it is like DANGER ZONE
so people STAY AT HOME if you dun wna die !
BUT , now drop to 83% liaos

=)
but , i still encourage you to stay AT HOME
cos outside is SO SO STINKY NOW LARH
ewwww ~ * press nose

ytd autumn festival was SO SO fun

wahlaos . you all go SSC thr nvr jio me go ?

BUT nevermind
beacause liangjie , chengho and burton all also never go

ytd went to office for buffet
yummy yummy
many types of mooncake
DURIAN , YAM , MANGO , CHOCOLATE
and manymany more
i hear that this few days . the moon will be super BIG
the news said that it is only THIS BIG every 15 years
:D
but ! this yr dont have my bird nest mooncake
ah , neverminds

then sang KARA OK
the whole place was ours
played pool
FUNFUN
but , i cant stand that 2 boys !
GO AWAY LARH .
dont know how play
anyhow play

even my papa dulan them lorh
and my papa very suprise that i am quite good .

HAHAHAHAHS .
jon , i shall call you BIG FUR BALL then .
since you claimed that it is your NAME
and dont call me IDIOT
i am NOT
retard sound MUCH better
hahahahahas .


*maybe it is true that 3 person cnt take foto together
one will start to drift apart
the 2 who are close won't but the one that isn't that close
BUT . nvrminds , at least still friends .
but TALK less

ahpek ;
i shall try to keep my promise !
and you shall keep yours too .
if you break it , you cnt care about anything i DO
HEEHEE .
steady ?
LOVES <3

burton ;
when the time comes ,
i shall tell you
what happen


E5 !
rmb to bring money on MONDAY
collecting money for CLASS PHOTO !





drifting away ; further & further .