so sick !
i just can't get to sleep ~
WHY WHY WHY ?
haiishx `

so bored , everythings seems different now
last time whenever i feel bored , just go online , many will still be thr ard this time
but now . not even one ~~~~~~

thot alot from the previous entry till now
chat with jiahui .
it's weird , normally i cry myself t slp and it usually works
but not for today .
am i like having DEPRESSION ?
i just can't sleep , i am really really tired .
many things went through my mind `
i got this weird feeling .
i don't know how to describe
when i feel sad . my heart like very heavy pumping very slow .
like wna die like that `
YEP ! GOT IT ` the feeling like wna die . yea yea that's the feeling
any idea why ?

i don't even know why do i feel sad ?
some might say bcos of HIM ?
no it's not him .
i am happy that i like him although i know he won't like me .
but i am still happy ` =))) it's true .
i dont know why am i even sad . thr's nothing to be sad about
i've got many many friends and of cos my mad relative that i love alot
i have nothing t do so i will name them all out ` hahahahas
you can choose t skip this boring part . [ it will be in PURPLE ]
JIAHUI [my number 1 ! ]
petunia [ SO LOVELY =) ]
ahneng , jiahua , ahpek , burton , eric [ they bring laughters to my life ]
-even though ahpek can just go and bang the wall and die . heehee
qinnx and tinggx [ sweet sweet girls ]
jiayee and anqi [ they make me fell so HIGH when i am with them ]
jiayun [ CRAZYYYYY ! ]
PS : dont ask her out for dinner . she will make you laugh till you are too full to eat
trust me . me and my sister and HER sister experience this many many times `
and MANY MANY MANY MORE !

OH NO !
i just realised that i haven't started doing my maths tuitor's homework .
she gave me so many and not even 1 question is done . maybe i am gna do it ltr `
and i haven't do my physic project .
i dont know what are we suppose t do .
a poster ?
a powerpoint presentation ?
an experiment ?
or WHAT ?

if anyone who read this and know exactly what we are suppose to do .
can you do some taggy . =)))


uh oh ~
i am starting to feel tired
but i wna do the homework ...
should i go and sleep or go and do ?
=.- confused ..
if i sleep i am gna sleep till lirong's tuition start which is like 1pm
oh no !
i am wasting so much time .

i think i am gna take a long time to finish this homework
my brains are getting rather RUSTY .
most probably i couldn't remember most of the formula alrd
although il love maths and it's rather simple .
apply the formula , think a little . calculations
TA-DA ` the answer is out .
but i think this time it's not gna work for me . hahahahas
i am getting OLD and RETARD . [ maybe a little more stupid then bfor ]
okays ~ i am gna get myself a cup of coffee `
3 in 1 or black coffee [ the real bitter type ]
and wish me luck .
hope that my gastric won't come
i dont wna visit the doctors `
heehee

^^ byebye
i go drink coffee